factual fairytales

Mother said baby be careful with the heart that you wish to posses for in it you will find your peace and your hell.

My mother captivates my curiousity for you see, before I understood the meaning of woman as a man she was the tailor of my heart towards a woman. I am far from perfect and at times I brought tears to her eyes with the manner that I have held some women in my life time. to be honest, mother teach men how to hold a woman, men teach their sons how to maintain that grasp. People say that the union and man is not necassary in the growth of a child but thats not true. Recently I told my mother about a relationship I made mistakes in and one that created in me a space so deep that I became silent. she turns and says "men sometimes fail to understand that love is a force more powerful than soul, sometimes it is not you who moves it but it that moves you. be still love never goes further than it has to"

Sometimes mother teach their sons fairy tales in life, I've come to understand that its in those fairy tales that mother teach their sons the measure of a womans heart. I haven't connected with my mother in such a long time simply because life got grander and the journey took unexpected turns. I hope she is right, I believe in the whispers of dreams and sometimes I can hear a song simply by thinking about a certain woman, whats funny its a song I haven't heard since I was a boy in south america. strange how the sound that defines your love is the one you forsaked as a boy when I thought men no longer listen to such childish things. Funny what men hear when the contemplation of their souls whisper back to them.

Currently listening: Promise By Sade Release date: 14 November, 2000